Deep Thought

"A man would do nothing, if he waited until he could do it so well that no one would find fault with what he has done"
- Cardinal Newman

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

I talk #OctPoWriMo 2013 day 7

Me being strong
me being patient
me being happy
me being perfect
often the positives
make my life so bright
when I know that things
will be on my side
Fate then pushes me
to go forth and forth
filled with success
walking on the path, I see
I am a northern star
Showing everyone the path
People can rely on me
for I will never misguide

Me being weak
me being dull
me being impatient
me being crooked
then comes these thoughts
when positives dont flow
for mind can never be empty
often negativity comes in too
then I stay
like some water at one place
I see none
The star is lost in black sky
who will guide me then?
who will show me the way? 
these are my two halves
which fight sometimes
all along the way

But I put the thoughts aside
for people are still looking 
at the stronger part
for people are still looking 
at the norther star

Monday, October 7, 2013

With You #OctPoWriMo 2013 day 6


The sudden moment which will come
when I shall see you before me
behold you, embrace you
My feet goes cold

The anxiety that comes with you
each time just doubles
I see stars in daytime
My heart makes a sound

The moment of impatience
to touch you or to feel
I halt, yes indeed
There's a crater in my soul
fear resides in it

The stomach churns when you talk
Lips shut tight
Are these butterflies? I dont know
But I know, I am a little nervous when you are around
If I might hurt you
That shall be a sin, in my words

Saturday, October 5, 2013

I am a lover #OctPoWriMo 2013 day 5


I am a lover
who dreams day and night
to sit by your side

I am a lover
who wishes to count the stars
stuck on the blue black sky
and on some star-less nights
I shall look in your eyes instead

I am a lover
who prays of a morning maybe
when you are the first thing I see

I am a lover
who grows from inside 
but sometimes is all childlike

I am a lover
who count days when you are gone
The desperation kills me 
But the calender makes me wait
until I see you next
for patience is the key to your fortress

I am a lover
who sees and observes
the falling leaves or the rains
the windy days or cold nights
In them, I see your reminisces 

I am a lover
who talks of you all the time
not with others but with myself
For I dont mind
You left a part of you, in me, to reside

But more than a lover
I can be a friend
A companion when you need
Or a listener in longing

But more than a lover
I wish to be a person
who doesnt demand your love in return
But the one who
beholds your faith and trust

Friday, October 4, 2013

A Gentle Love. A Gentle Self. #OctPoWriMo 2013 day 4

Down the hallwaythere's a woman crying
cursing and praying
at the same time
I wonder what occurred to her
as I take each step towards her
one by one
Only with one motive
I will be gentle
with her pain 
with her sayings
I will understand all her sufferings.

Yes there is a boy
living next door
with a crooked smile
and a broken soul
He whispers often some words
but whimpers more and more
I shall knock his door
Ask him his pain
that dwells in him
I will be gentle
with his shouts
with his cryings
I will understand even if he yells. 

The girl who lost someone close
last year
still has red eyes
and her soul has gone black
She stays mum while walking down the road
dropped her dreams of floating aloof
I shall walk with her someday
talk of whom she lost
and why she blames herself
I will be gentle
with her curses
with her wounds
I will understand even if she doesn't say a word.

For I have found myself
in others' happiness
trying to be gentle with their dreams
has become my gift
And so discovered a piece of me
which lives for others
yes, indeed
Being gentle with them
has made me be gentle with me.

Thursday, October 3, 2013

That poem. This day. #OctPoWriMo 2013 day 3

I was lost
in some corners of world
where dark secrets lay
and everything is forbidden

I was lost
trying to find a path
what belonged to others? 
and what was mine? 

I was lost
which direction to go
back or move forth
undecided I moved

But look what I found! 
words to express
words to cherish
words to befriend

And so I let my fear go
driving into the blended poems
Travelling what lies beyond eyes
Into the mist of dreams abound

That was my first poem I remember
written with heart
-The Path

A special dedication to Saumya di for its because of her I started writing. 

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

Hidden in your eyes #OctPoWriMo 2013 day 2

I imagine your eyes
Often in black & white
sometimes with a hint of sepia
or beautiful touch of brown

For its foolish of me
to draw them in my mind
I wonder what all they hide
I see beauty blended with colors
Painful past or mystical future

I have dreams with you
For you
But I hide
Blur them at the corner of my eyes
Sometime I shall bring them in
Present them at your feet

Till then let me imagine your eyes
This time in more colors
I wonder what all you hide in them
Just like I do in mine

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Leaves #OctPoWriMo 2013 day 1



Just another day. Just another October? No! wait! This is OctPoWriMo! Its an incredible disease which makes you write poems daily! Oh no! Am sick with high OctPoWriMo fever! Whats the cure? someone tell me! 



             I found the cure: 



Leaves go from pale to green 
A few new

A few old
all hanging from one tree
singing in one tone
some weak some strong
It grows while it fades
simultaneously, it awaits
for another season
another transition
Its rise and fall
go hand in hand
It sings together the song of
life and death.

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